| Tuesday, September 13th, 2005 |
| 3:45 pm |
i havent written in here in forever. right now im finishing up my lab report listiningi to hilary duff. i hate guys brandon broke up with me 2 weeks ago and i still miss him i cant get him out of my head. when im online i hope hes on and that hell im me and late at nite i hope that hell call... but he doesnt i need to stop this but i cant help it i really liked him. i dont know wat i did wrong. |
| Thursday, April 7th, 2005 |
| 11:25 pm |
i came from dance and we had an 80's theme! it was so much fun we were dancing to fame and all that stuff.then i had starbucks and i asked for a grande and the lady gave me a venti and my dad paid the price for a grande. then she gave my brother applejuice for free. now im talking on line and on sat. i gotta go to Aunt Dalores to celebrate her birthday im excited i havent seen them in like 2 years.i mite move ... im excited but nervous at the same time. like i hate fairport bu ti love the poeple. i gotta go watch t.v. |
| Sunday, February 20th, 2005 |
| 8:53 pm |
im so bored i went to the olive garden today for my cuzins 18th birthday i hate so much and got so full... i just wanted to throw up.... im so blah rite now im waiting for mike to come back from being away its driving me nuts! Current Mood:  blah |
| Saturday, February 12th, 2005 |
| 11:14 pm |
i havent been on in forever! so i like this guy now and hes so nice and we totaly get eachother but theres a down side to it... he had a hit list he was gonna try a columbine before he go tcaught and was taken away by the cops. hes been suspended for like 4 -5 months. what should i do? Current Mood:  crazy |
| Saturday, January 22nd, 2005 |
| 8:40 pm |
im sooo happy i finaly have a boy friend. his name is jeremy.... i hope we last a long time. school is going ok.. one thing that i think is funny is that in my earth science class we changed seats and my lab partner is a dark skinned girl and im a dark skinned girl and she puit us in the far corner i thought that was kinda funny... im at the dance comettie for i semi- formal the theme is.. candy land .. how gay is that i wanted it to be 80's but oh well well get really hyped up on suger!july 2nd is my quincenera im so excited every weekend we do something for it. i already have my dress, we picked out the dress for the girls, we still have to get them and their escorts fitted, we have the place and the food.. im so excited. Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Friday, January 14th, 2005 |
| 10:52 am |
i was in a chatroom the other day and tis guy imed me and we were talking and he wasnt the the usual guys that are all nasty so he asked for my email then at the end i was like by the way asl? and do u wanna know the answer? he was 41 , 41 eeeeewwwwwwwwww i got an email from him hes nice but i dunno a lil creepy fo rme. July 2nd im having my quince im so excited. |
| Wednesday, January 12th, 2005 |
| 10:50 am |
yesterday i was soo sad during lunch. i sit at the table with a guy i like and i dont like eating alot infront of people. The people that know me know that i eat ALOT. so i dont eat lunch. and my 2 friends angelica and misty and we always go to the bathroom to talk. but misty was still eating and so me and angelica took a piece of her sandwihch and the guy i like said that's the first thing ive seen u eat all year! :( :( then today we were talking about asses and how black people have big asses then aarons was like no maricelie doesnt have a big ass and im like well im not all black im mixed. that got me a little pissed off now i want a big but but in a way its good cuz that means that he was looking :) Current Mood: blah |
| Friday, January 7th, 2005 |
| 11:04 am |
im soo bored thank god its friday im in studyhall working on a project. im sleeping over at my friends house tonite!!! i havent hung out with ehr in soo long. we have ALOT of catching up to do. ques of the day: 1)fav. childhood memory. |
| Wednesday, January 5th, 2005 |
| 10:45 am |
im in studay hall again.. its so boring in here... i feel so bad for my friend aryka... he ex bf dumped her cuz he was going to mequade then one of his friends was talking to him online and was talking all this shit about her how she was a hoe, a skank... and she's never even mad out with a guy and she really liked him. the guy he was talking to is a little pale and eric called him a gay albino which was really mean.:( ques of the day: 1) Whats ur fav girl/boy name? p.s. any 1 know how o get music? Current Mood:  bored |
| Tuesday, January 4th, 2005 |
| 10:47 am |
ques of the day.... 1) what r ur phobias? |
| Monday, January 3rd, 2005 |
| 10:45 am |
I'm here in school during my study hall.... its monday and im tired as ever except i had cofee this morning so im better.i like this guy at school and my friend told him and he was like would you ever go out with her and he was like maybee but ever since then he hasnt done anything i mean we talk and stuff and i flirt but i dunno maybe its all in my head. |
| Saturday, January 1st, 2005 |
| 1:29 pm |
well happy new years!!! im watching wild things with my sister, brother , cuzin and her boyfriend. it a weird movie any 1 watched it? another poll: 1)cherry or 2)plum |
| 2:13 am |
i had an appointment with my therapist a few days ago and she told me that i need therapy to help me stop cutting... NO SHIT I EVEN KNEW THAT! so she told my parents to buy me bubble wrap(the stuff that's soo much fun to pop) so when i feel like cutting insted i pop lol ... i wanna do a poll.... pick one 1) a broken finger or 2)a broken heart any 1 that knows a website for help on cutting and/or depression please write bck. |
| Friday, October 8th, 2004 |
| 8:44 am |
Im in soc class write now doing a project. Me and this guy I like r messengers for 5th per. And we usually go to the library and we went to the book shelves and he fingerd me!im doing a solo for dance im excited ! I wanna have a penpal any 1 wanna b my pen pal email me and ill email u my adress. No 1 has emailed me in forever ! does any 1 have any good websites to go to? The quote of the week is “ A boy friend can stab you in the heart, a friend can stab you in the back, but best friends don’t carry knifes” Im so bored right now! There is nothing to do any 1 know any good songs ? im in www.teenspot.com right now to c if there is any 1 good to talk to |
| Friday, September 24th, 2004 |
| 10:49 am |
omg im in skool rite now. i check my email and i go on my sn its so sweet. sorry ive not written in forever im grounded from online forever so i can only go on in skool and when my parents arent home.any 1 got any good webistes cuz im bored out of my mind. i like this guy named john arbuckle hes a likl short but thats ok. in lunch i was with becky and there were these guys and they called us titybittle or sumthing like that cuz trhey said that we have big boobs and he was like can i pop a feel and i was like um,.... no and he was like at least i tried and i was like ur so cocky but it was funny.i went to my friend’s allie’s house on sat nite I haven’t seen her in over a year and we went to a football game but instead her and a group of friends and me were smoking. Then at like midnight we were still in the streets and we were playing truth or dare and then I got dared to make out with a girl But I don’t mind it cuz im bi. any 1 know any good websites or songs or anything plez let me know i gotta go the per changing |
| Sunday, September 19th, 2004 |
| 4:27 pm |
here was my weekend! Friday: i went to a peprally with my bestfriend!! it was amazing Sat: I went to my friend allies house who i havent seen in forever! it was amazing ill write it detail later ! |
| Sunday, August 29th, 2004 |
| 5:34 am |
hey huys im bc my ey board wont let me type the letter that comes after j which is pissing me off. i havent been sleeping well....i woe up at 3 this morning i have sum qotes that i luv i can only remember 1 cuz my memory is poor...lol ~ive slept a thousand dreams and i finaly found my nightmare~ im not really sure wat it means but it sounds god lol |
| Saturday, August 21st, 2004 |
| 1:47 pm |
does any 1 know how to do backgrouns for there journal? |
| 1:44 pm |
life has been ok i havetn cut in like a week and thats good for me i wrote a poem here it goes i'm going to draw a picture a picture with a twist, ill draw it with a razor a razor on my wrist. as i draw a picture a fountain shall appear and suddenly all my problems will slowly dissapear. preasure upon it dawns the pain, do u think ive gone insane? the pain i slowly wipe my wrist. the pain of my action the fear of reaction i wipe the tears hoping it will also wipe away the pain. ~by M.E. (me) |
| 1:41 pm |
im goin to pensylvania this week im goin to a spa with my mom i got my eyebrows done for the 1st time today it hurt like a mother, back to my depresed life its goin better i havent cut in like a weeks yeah i guess its better im gonna write my poem i hope u like it |
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